Monday, January 31, 2011

When did you know you wanted to be a teacher?

I knew I wanted to be a teacher during my junior year at Iowa State. But I was scared and especially worried about not making enough money. I took a few education classes at ISU and loved them, but the idea of commitment was too daunting for me. After I graduated from ISU I forgot about teaching for a while and just floated along through life for a bit. I moved to Michigan, lived in a beach house and worked at a restaurant. It was fun, but I was stalling. Then I moved to Chicago and got a job at Northwestern. It was pretty sweet at first; I made money, had benefits, wore suits and had friends in Chicago. Eventually, I came to loathe Northwestern; I was anxious, I gained weight, I hated everything and felt stuck. Then Matt decided to go to law school and we moved to Iowa City. I was excited, but that excitement quickly drained, I interviewed at a ton of places and then the economy went really bad; I had no job, no friends, I felt depressed, unsuccessful and mostly unfulfilled. However, I learned a lot about myself, I matured, found focus and I found my sense of humor again (Northwestern had taken it!). I reevaluated things and I decided to go back to school to get my teaching certificate- and I’m totally stoked about it. I had missed art. I missed school. I think that my love of both is why I want to be a teacher. It took a while to get back but I have always been the kind of person that had to try out a bunch of things before making a decision. I feel like this is right and that I’m finally doing what I wanted to do years ago.

3 comments:

  1. Time is a great thing to give yourself--especially when it comes to big decisions. So glad you came back!

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  2. It's sad that you had to go through such a hard time to realize what you wanted to do. But I think you'll be a great teacher, especially because you know that you're in the right place!

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  3. Wow, your story has a lot of the same elements as my own. SO many of us arrive at the end of college, go where we think we are supposed to as artists only to find that we are not yet done searching for our true calling. Or worse we find ourselves resenting the art that we once loved! It was like this for me as well, but I'm sure you'll agree that it feels incredible to find the right path and know that this is where we are supposed to be. I'm so glad this was the profession you chose and I know you'll make a great teacher!

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